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Those words
::suatu kegilaan yang tak dapat dilihat dek pandangan mata::
Those words
adeh...i want a brand new start. for this blog, yet im failed. really in TENSION mood now.
I don’t thinking much lately. Don’t know why, its not like I’m bz, but how to put it..Kind of missing something. Start thinking now..lol..heh. to be frank, I really got confused with this stuff. What to think.. “to do something that make u feel ease and satisfied” or “not to do something that make others feel bad of you”?…what the heck. Yabai ne.. Comes to think about it, THIS the only reason I’m kind of ‘heavy’ to write in MY blog.(haha…lazy ckp je la). Blog sendiri but then I’m always thinking of others. (cet, mcmla ramai no org yg bace). I have STUFF to write..But then…*sigh… GOMI u know. Kind of rubbish thing. I don’t want to care whether it is rubbish or not…but then..*sigh. People have their right to think, to say what they have in mind..yet, THIS is MINE, u know.. don’t bother what im going to say or what im going to do or what im going to say. So JUAL IKAN, ne…? I know it, when u want to raise that issue. I have my own issue too. How far you know about me? How much u know what I want in my life? If you don’t, then don’t ever bother… I used to say good things; I don’t want to say this kind of things to people. Hm, so then, what do you think of my question earlier? What to think? Jibun or others? If I really take THaT(I don’t decide it yet) road, please do accept me as I am. This is really me. And I believe, no one understand each others or know others too deeply as he/she is, EXCEPT Allah. Don’t bother but don’t ignore me (nani sore wa??).. 8D
B5

(bz sgt sampai lambat wish. sowee Nino!)

Happy belated birthday my love, Ninomiya Kazunari… Jun 17. 26yrs old.
I don’t have talent to write a song for you, so I just write anything...
“Already grown up, being the most talent man,
You’ve a bright life in front of you,
Keep on moving, with all of your strength and courage,
With the blessed from us, find your happiness.
I’ll always support whatever you do, isshoo kemmei!
This is all my prayer… Otanjoubi omedetou!! Daisuki desu!”